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    Sunday, April 17th, 2005
    7:16 pm
    track meet
     Thursday my nigga from warren tells me the truth about a guy. I wasn’t sad just really pissed that I let myself believe all his bull shit. Im tired of guys coming and going. Just be real damn it. So its over

    · Friday I chilled with the O so cool Brittney, Jodi, Cassie, Luke, and Cody, it was fun we walked around, did some art work with charmin in some trees ( if you get what im saying) and WOW was it good. Jodi you can throw really high lol.
    · Then around like 12 we ordred an extra large pizza from dominos and it was YUMMY!! Then we were like bouncing off the walls. Till about 2.
    · Came home showered and Slept.

    Saturday I woke up and pretty much chilled with cassie, jodi, carrie, brittney, luke and codi till like 12.
    · Then I went to the beach. Fun times

    Sunday I was really tired and slept till like…1 then I did homework. Wonderfully fun stuff.
    · Then around 7 I was bored and took a shower, straightened my hair for school the next day and what not. Hung out with matt


    Mondays Track meet was the shit!!! Lady beez you all did awesome!! Im proud of everyone of you!! We*re gonna kick some redneck grant ass at invitationals on Friday!!
    · We got there and we set a new track record on the sprint medley and the 4x1!
    · The officals were seriousaly lame. They were totally ripping on zion!! They announced that there would be 2 heats of the 200 meter relay. But he only did one. Cuz he never said that the JV was soposed to run with the varsity. Ok dumb shit we have 8 lanes on the track. And we also have 10 teams. Do the fuckin math and don’t be so damn brain dead. So yea we got scratched in that event and I was PISSED!! Cuz I was ready to run that S.O.A.B. o well I kicked ass in my 200!!
    · So then we are running our cool down lap and the girls start rappin about this Ashley arf redneck grant girl (who plays backetball against us too) who called lacy and other girls on the team niggers many times before as well as a lot on monday. And saying all this really funny shit! Like “ I know a girl nam Ashley shes a real big bitch she reminds me of the the cartoon lilo and stitch! O wow it was sooo funny. Then grants buss broke down. And so they were saying shit to us. Out the windows. So the girls were like. I need some soup. And doing the MMM mmmm good (cambles, cracker, soup get it) and so they asked me since im white. Anas like “Claire you*re white how do you shut up and bring down a ku klux” and im like idk. But you chase rednecks with pitchforks!!! It was GREAT

    · Then I came home and talked on the phone

    · Tuesday I didn’t really do much. Went to school, what a drag, and hung out with the skater boy

    · Wednesday nothing, a lot of track
    Thursday my parents and me got in a big fight

    · Friday I went to school and aced a bio test.

    · Then my mom called me outta school after 7th. Got picked up by the coolest guy ever and we went and saw aminty ville horror. IT WAS AWESOME GO SEE IT!! The plot rocked socks and it was REALLY SCARY!!!

    · Then we went to the keno beach from like 4-6ish?

    · He dropped me off at school from drumline. Even though I was gonna ditch, o well.

    · WE chilled around 11, then my mom came home and i didnt know she could pick the lock on my door, but i guess shes able too. shitty huh? so then i chilled with matt for about 45 minutes and then he walked me back to my house.

    Saturday i chilled with cassie and saw her beautiful prom dress and burnt some totally awesome CDS
    ·today i looked for a job and delt with a bitchy lady at fashion bug

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: fall out boy "sugur we*re going down
    Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
    9:12 pm
    fuck that shit
     This week was pretty cool

    · Monday nothing really happened
    · Mallory and me went out and shot pics for photography.
    · Art we started these texture projects
    · Spanish we learned about past tense verbs. Kind of weird
    · Geometry was kind of funny it always is.
    · Bio was cool we had a sub and talked the whole time
    · Track was hard but satisfying

    Tuesday was cool
    · Track we were in the pool and it was hard. I pulled a hamstring and so did Kate. It hurt really bad but we sucked it up. Man our legs felt like Jell-O!!
    · Came home and chilled with some friends for a bit FUN TIMES.
    · Then we went out for my mom’s birthday. We were going to go to ofilias (a Mexican restaurant) but it was a different restaurant (still Mexican food but under different owners) and the food was shitty as hell. Erin’s tacos were really spicy. And greasy. Like my chicken quesadillias were like sitting in a pool of grease.
    · So then I came home, took a shower and talked to * him * on the phone.

    Wednesday was cool I don’t remember much
    · Track was cool we were up on the deck and the hot ass baseball players were down in the gym. (According to Lori and Kate) lol it was funny they were all like what his name? Lol fun times
    · Then I came home and did homework

    Thursday
    · Went to school
    · In photography I developed my pics.
    · Then the band went to northwestern and had a contest. We did really well. The judge was gay and funny/awesome as hell cuz he tried to be gay lol!!
    · Came home and slept cusp I was sooo tired

    Friday I went to track and that’s about it. I didn’t feel good and went to bed early cuz I had a track meet the next day

    SATURDAY
    · I woke up and picked up Lori at like 8:45 and we went to school for the track meet at lake forest Thank god it was indoor.
    · So we got dressed and went to the meet. We played never have I ever on the bus lol
    · Got there around 10 and warmed up. I txted cowboy for a little bit and then I had to run my race. I ran the 55m and to be honest I was somewhat nervous cuz I hadn’t used the blocks in a while. But my adrenalin kicked in and I took a first with a 7.5 seconds. We took like all of the firsts in that event.
    · Then I chilled and talked to cowboy for alittle bit
    · Then I ran my 200 and barely came in 2nd. I was less then a 4th of a second behind the first girl. DAMN it. O well we ended up taking 2nd place outta like 7 teams and only a few points below lake forest.
    · Then I came home and showered. And then me and sarah went to the movies.
    · I guess she invited adrein. ( billys best friend) no big deal there until I him and Aubrey. And that’s cool too. But then Billy and his Ex hoda showed up. And that just started off awkward as hell and went down hill.
    · So we get to the movies at like 7 and we sit down. And so far it was good (the ring 2) but then I swear I was gonna snap on this bitch. Hoda would not STUF. Making these lame ass comments. God she was sooo annoying I just wanted to be like STFU! And then billy joined in. My god I don’t see why thouse 2 ever broke up. They are perfectly immature for each other. So yea this night I could totally tell was a HUGE set up. Its all about lets make Claire jelous and want billy back. Well get it through your head that I don’t want you back. You live forever away, we have nothing in common, your life consists of cartoons, ps2 and that’s about it. You just need to grow the hell up. Sorry I thought you were different when I first met you. Then I got into it and it was to late to turn back but I did it. So get over yourself and realize that I don’t want anything to do with you. Making or trying to make me jelous isn’t gonna work. Cuz I can and have done sooo much better then you. So just stay outta my life for a change and go watch cartoons or whatever it is you do these days.

    That felt good.
    · I want to see my cowboy!!!!
    · This week has been going by slow
    · My parents suck
    · Im staying home for S/B if I have to run away. I swear I will
    · Some guys are retarted. You know who you are If you*re reading this. All I want is to just be friends. So I kinda fucked up a few Saturdays ago. But you lied to me and I wish you would at least talk to me so we could work this out. Just tell me what the hell it is that I lied to you about and ill come clean. I just wish that you would fuckin forgive me.
    · Im not going to arkansa with if it’s the last thing I do. If I fuckin have to sneek out Thursday night I fuckin will. Im not going. I*ll leave Thursday night really really late and go somewhere if it’s the last thing I do. Im not gonna spend my break sitting on my ass for 6 days doing not a damn thing listening to my grandma bitch. Im sorry that’s not my idea of fun. Why the hell cant I stay at home. I know how to cook. My moms lockin the booze in the garage. And my friends who party are going away. So whats the bid deal?!?!! Plus im worried about what will happen with me and cowboy. If I come back it could all be different. He could be with another girl. And that’s what im worried about. Its driving me insane. My parents suck. Why the hell wont they trust me. They are soo fuckin stereotypical!! I hate it im not going to arkansa!!!!

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: simple plan "shut up
    Sunday, February 27th, 2005
    7:52 am
    crazy ass week
     So last weekend was crazy.

    · Friday night I chilled with Billy till like 12 and we watched monsters inc and finding nemo because I wasn’t feeling that swell

    · Saturday I went to the mall, and then drove around and caught up with some friends that I haven’t hung with in a while. It was a good old time. DAVID YOU SHAVED YOUR HEAD!!!

    · Sunday was an awesome day. I woke up and chilled and did homework. Then Ryan and mike call me and we decided to hang out. So I give them directions to mi casa and we went to Yao yaos in Gurnee and had Chinese, so as we were leaving me and mike are in the car and Ryan forgets something and has to go back in. So mike pulls around the side of the building and Ryan comes walking up as mike drives away and jumps on top of the car. Mike slams on the breaks and Ryan like falls into the car through the sun roof!! and then we went to block buster and rented troy. That’s an awesome movie. Then we went to the gas station and the dude working there looked like the lead singer of bran new. Then around like 9 we went to the taco bell in Gurnee mills circle. And im in the passenger seat and I see this really tall guy with light brown hair and brown eyes. So im like “ Benton” and he’s like “Claire”? what are you doing on my turf?” so it was cool we talked for about an hour give or take. Viny, Taylor, Joey, Dana, Lindsey, and Dani were there too

    · So they brought me home around 10 cuz mike had an 11 o’clock curfew
    · So Reid and Keith wanted to hang out so I did
    · Around 10 they came over and ate lucky charms and beef and broccoli lol.
    · Then we went driving around until we got to the Avalon where I had a talk on the phone with miss Brenda, Enough said about that. She was going to get them drunk and take advantage of them. So we then drove around even more…bad padiddle night. no one headlights lol
    · So they stayed the night down in the basement and I slept upstairs in my room. It was fun

    · Monday I chilled and did homework


    · Nothing that interesting happened this week at school
    · Just a lot of track
    · I got an A on my bio test FUCK YEA IM SMART!!!!!

    · So Friday was CRAZY

    · Cassie comes over at like 4:30 and then we chill till 7:30 when mike and Ryan pick us up.
    · So at 7:30 We hop in the car and they meet cassies mom.
    · Then we decided not to go to the movies and went to an abandon house on Hutchins road. But on the way there mike really had to take a pee so he pulled over into St. Pats and took a pee. Lol CRAZY KID!!! So we went to the abandon house and It was AWESOME! Its down a long dark wooded off road and there*s a lot of crap everywhere. The windows are broken and boarded up.. TOTAL killer hangout!! I wasn’t scared but RYAN WAS!!! Shit I would have gone up and touched it. IM not a scared!!1
    · So then at 8 we went to the mall to cyber arena and got bawls!!
    · Then we went to rink side for a little bit and watched people fall on the ice and play games. I met some warren people. Then we went and drove around some more with Vince. A man who claims he’s a virgin but in reality fucks like a rabbit lol. So as we are driving mike is like “I*m gonna swerve” in a whisper so he swerves back and forth and cassie and Ryan were like WTF?!?! Lol CASSIE STOP molesting him!! And then the bawls spilt on the chairs. MIKE AND RYAN YOU ALL SUCK AT PADIDDLE!!
    · So around 9:30 we went to mikes huge house and chilled there. Then we heard weird noises and we ran out the basement window sooo fast!! Then we got there…and no one was home and we called. and no one answered the phone. It was weird. Then we figured that it was the really noisy possessed water heater. So we hoped back in the car and called mikes parents. They said he could have me cassie, Ryan, and Vince over until they got home. So we chilled there for a bit.
    · Then around 10:30 they came home and we left at 10:45?
    · So we are looking for some place to go and as we were driving mike is like. Well Ryan and cassie cant be the light watchers so Vince you*re the light watcher!! Lol. Catchin my drift!! And I was like “is he ok” but Ryan told us that he did it them when he would ride with his G/F and its all a fun and kidding!! Lol VINCE YOU ROCK! So then they put the let me love you song on by mario and were singing it to us lol it was soo funny/cute!! so we pulled off into the gas station on 41 and wadsworth.i think it’s a citco. Anyways it had a really long dirt road so we parked it on there for a little bit. We had fun drawing pictures on the windows lol. Mike I wrote my name backwards so people can see it!!!!!!!! Lol IT’S A RANDSOME NOTE!! Since Ryan’s is a rape victim of cassie lol. so we decided to go to the beach. Well we all had to pee REALLY bad. So we walked into the hotel and me and cassie talked for a few about the guys. All positive stuff. I mean, girls always talk in the bathroom lol
    · Then at 11:30 we chilled at the beach. Then we drove around zompton and then dropped cassie off. And Vince drove around for a little bit. Then around 12:30 I went home.

    · Then I woke up and went to the mall where I got shoes for the dance, I got a really cute pair of sandals to wear with my denim skirt, I tried them on when I got home and it looked TOTALLY CUTE!! Hah
    · Then at 3 I got my hair done.
    · Went to eat at the liberty.
    · Went to Sarah’s house because I didn’t know I needed identification. So I used Sarah’s id and got in to the LHS turnabout. WOW it was WAY different then Zion’s dances. Like NO ghetto music! Lol more rock and a little country. It was cool though. People break-danced.
    · Then we went to the after party.
    · Then I got dropped off and had fun at like 12.
    · So then we snuck into a friends house through the basement window well and my heel ( since I changed after the dance into some clothes and forgot REAL SHOES) got caught on the top rounded part so I put my hand out to stop myself and I broke my thumb nail. It hurt a lot.
    · Stayed over there till like 4. Then my mom picked me up in the morning.

    · We went to star bucks.
    · Then I came home and slept till 1
    · Then I cleaned the house and took a shower and did my hair with cassies wet 2 straight
    · Then I went out with a friend and chilled at la casa de me amiga

    · Now im here

    CANT WAITE TILL NEXT WEEKEND!! 4DAYS!!!
    *I can be myself*
    *makes me laugh*
    *good taste in music*
    *CASSIE APPROVES*
    *he just..leaves me compleatly breathless*

    XoXo CLAIRE

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: mario " let me love you
    Saturday, February 19th, 2005
    5:56 pm
    new week
     Damn every fuckin time I update this shit someone in my house has to delete it!! WTF?!?! Anyways. Sorry I haven’t updated in a while I have been occupied.

    Friday night. I went to the basketball game and it was tight as hell. Ellen wrote out the drum line part to “drop it like its hot” and it was awesome. We had little Isaacs on the temple blocks doing then tongue noise. then hung out with who else?

    Saturday I helped Billy paint his room in his new house. It was cool.
    Sunday…I did homework



    wednesday.
    · That morning sucked ass. Everyone got in a huge ass fight and it was all erins fault. She HAD to take a bath in the morning in the only bathroom with a mirror in it. So I get up like half an hour before she does in the morning anyways. So im eating breakfast and then I go to straighten my hair. And then my mom gets up and is like “Claire get outta the bathroom so you sister can take a bath” “umm im doing my hair and I was here first” and then it went down hill from there. She started yelling at me to get out and erin was bitching about not wanting to take a shower downstairs. My mom got mad and started black mailing me So she unplugs my straighter and puts it in my room and “forgets to plug it back in” even though she said she did. So as im eating I go back into my room everyone started yelling. And I was late for school because
    · Band was kind of gay, nothing special I was supposed to go to this marine band thing at school. I forgot…. oops… no I just have better things to do with my life

    · Developed pics in photography,

    · Art I finished my cardboard flower thing that is tight as hell it looks like a lic-acolor- Popsicle then I worked on this aluminum project thing. Mine is a moon and sun with clouds and stars. It looks tight as hell.

    · Spanish nothing that exiting happened. We played some game with flyswatters on an overhead and you had to hit the words on the screen.

    · Geometry we did shit that I of course didn’t understand a bit.

    · Bio we talked about evolution as well as some other funny stuff

    · English we read lord of the flies.

    Wed. I went to track and it was killer. We did figure 8’s up and down the stairs and if you all know me I have extremely bad knees and that just made them worse. Hindu squats suck ass so much. But hey im going to have the nice body by spring break so its TOTALLY going to pay off!!
    ·

    I came home Tuesday and I got college letters in the mail. SCARY SHIT. IM GROWING UP!!!! AHH. I guess Loyola wants me? But like EVERY college that sends me stuff weather its E mail, or regular, they all spelt my name Clbire a Reed. And im like WTF, Its one thing for one of them to make a mistake, But first of off that’s not even a name. But when they ALL do it. Its just kinda weird/annoying you know?

    · It was valentines day so I hung out with who else? It was cool

    Friday was nothing special


    · Band was gay shit. Well it always is. REID IS A NOTE STEALER !!1 then rymer flipped shit and threw a bitch fit over who knows what. Probably on half of the chode up his ass.
    · Photography I didn’t do anything. Just sat and read the wonderful book lord of the flies…not
    · Art was cool. We did those aluminum carvings and I broke 2 of my 3 blades today. It sucked!! But my project is looking pretty awesome. Amanda its silver coke!!!! PUT IT IN A LINE!!!
    · Spanish was cool I got an A on my test!! I
    · Math wasn’t anything special. Just a bunch of fun times. Leif. You are gonna get shot in the south-side someday lol
    · I didn’t go to bio. Instead I went to drivers ed and made up a simulation. FINALLY!! I should get my license in a week!!!
    · English was cool. We didn’t do anything.
    · Tonight I have track.

    Man im so comfused on life right now. I just don’t know what I want to do. Or what I want. I just want it black and white. No grays. I want life to be free of hard choices and misunderstandings. I just want to be care-free. Lately I*ve just been questioning everything. And whether or not its really worth it. Just to much stuff to do between school, track, drum line, Social live, relationships, getting in shape for track by eating right, a job, and drama shit. I*M afraid of what i wont have if i drop some of the following, that i wont have anything and i*ll regret it and feel guilty

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: taking back sunday " this photograph is proof"
    Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
    3:51 pm
    hi

    Yea so I had a long ass entry and then my mom deleted it. So it sucks. Anyways I haven’t updated in about 2 ½ weeks so here is what went on

    • Friday I woke up and we hit the road to go to Carbondale at like 5:45. cuz my aunt died.
    • So we hit the road at like 6:30ish. Read my cosmotalitian till about 8* then I turned on some Taking back Sunday cuz they F in rock and listened to that.
    • Then at like 10 we were hungry and stopped at baker square in champaign ( GO U OF I # 1 IN THE NATION 23-0) to eat lunch. It was good I had a potpie and some pie that was *orgasmicly* good. Lol

    So then since we all needed clothes for the funeral so me and Erin hit the mall with out my parents. So we were shopping for like 2 hours and I didn’t find anyone. So for the hell of it I stopped in Kohls. And to my suprize I found THE CUTEST black skirt with a matching jacket. It was 40 and then 70% of that. And then 80% off of that. So it was like 10 bucks all together.and then I brought a pink cami to go under the jacket and it was also cute. ( says my cuz Kelsey).

    So then we finished and hit the road at like 2:30 and Guess who got to drive?!?! YEA its me. So about half an hour into my leg everyone falls asleep. Like dead passed out. So you can guess what I did. No one but me and like 4 cars every 15 minutes. In the middle of nowhere, So I decided to have alittle…ok a lot..of FUN!! I found a rock station put on the headphones and was going like 80-95ish on highway 57.VROOM!!!  Fun!!

    Then around 5 we switched and then got to my uncles house. So I watched some shit on the satalite for a little and then we went out and had awesome Mexican food.

    Came home at like 10 and took a shower and went to bed So the next morning me and Kelsey woke up at like 7:45 and get ready.

    We hit the road at nine since it takes like an hour and a half to get to belville where all my grandmas family live. nothing but skanky river houses and hillbilly ppl to the MAX!! all the way there.

    So at 11 the service for my aunt started. It was beautiful. The church was all gothic style and absolutely gorgeous. I felt so dumb cuz it was a catholic service and im catholic but I haven’t been to church in like a year and a half so I kinda forgot a lot of shit lol oops looks like im going to hell.

    So then we went to my 2nd cousin anns house at like 12:30 and had delicious food.!! Me,Kelsey, lori, Gerry, my mom dad and sister all left at like 4 and went to the galaria in St louis and went SHOPPING!!! It was cool I helped Kelsey pick out so much cute stuff from like everyplace we went to. I got some pants from delias and a REALLY cute jean vintage skirt. So yea it was awesome since I don’t get to see Kelsey that much.

    Then we drove home at like 9 and popped in the I pod a listened to all sorts of awesome stuff.

    We came home at like 11 and her B/F ryan came over and stayed for a little bit and then me and Kelsey talked till like 2

    We got up the next morning and drove home. We were behind the girls gone wild busses for like an hour.

    I got home at like 5 and billy came over and we hung out

    The last week hasn’t been anything special.

    Took a few tests and aced them Re took my Math test cuz I forgot to give it back and I had all the answers on the test that I took. So I got a A Hell yea!!

    Got a Txt from ryan K. A guy I used to like back in like sept-novemberish and then since he apparently couldn’t get ANYTHING from me he called it quits because he liked some ghetto white chick. Its ok hes a huge stoner and has a lot of problems in his life and EVERYONE said to stay away from him and im glad I moved on cuz hes nothing but drama causing stoner. So anyways hes txtin me and like “ o yea I felt really bad about what I did and blah blah blah and “ I fucked up big time” and I wasn’t goon sit there and be all like “ o that’s ok” I was like yea you did. You screwed up your chances with me big time. and im way over you and on to a MUCH better MAN  who respects me. And then the song “ im already taken. You spoke up too late, im inlove with someone else so you*ll just have to waite” song came on the raido and I about laughed right there. ( cuz we were on the phone i was in my room.) and then he was like “ yea all I want is to hold you again cuz I miss kissin you” "Yea ok i really dont wanna deal with another guy like yourself so its not gonna happen" that stuff was in the past and its not gonna happen again You*re Fucked up AGAIN!! ."  Now you want to talk to me. Well fuck that I want nothing to do with your problem ass so call me when you get your shit together, arnt drunk, stoned or on anything, and when I actually give a damn." ( that felt good)

    Hung out with my amigo  and we talked about stuff...shit happends 

    Thursday night

    Text Color

     track practice was a major killer but it felt nice to know you ran like 3 miles. Friday went to Libertyville and went bowling me and my awesome team mate got a 67!!! HELL YEA!!! I KICK ASS AT BOWLING!!!!…not lol Then me billy, Megan, Crackie, Cokie, Brent, and steven ( Libertyville kids) and saw hide and seek. It was lame. And not that scary at all Then we left and ryan called me and I told him I was with billy and he got pissed. So im like “Ok I*m not yours. I never was and im no gonna be.” So then he wanted to beat up all the LHS kids. WTF man. Lay off the weed.

    So yea drama sucks. And im not gonna deal with it.

    SATURDAY!!!! I woke up and went to cassie Reeds house at like 2 Chilled there. She showed me the 65$ worth of ~*magic juice*~ (if you know what I mean) in her hidden closet attic and then picked up ally at 4 and then headed down to chi town( hey that rymes) for the OCTOBER FALL CONCERT. It was cool cassie made it totally fun. Shes a crazy driver. Needless to say cassie and ally defiantly weirded out some old people when they turned up Q 101 and started acting crazy lol it was fun.

     But the REAL fun started at 6 when the concert started. The first band was Inept. The lead singer looked like ryan cabarera lol but they were good.

    The 2nd band was until sundown. Ally referred to them as “the guy with the funny voice band” lol they were really good too.

    Then around 7:30ish the main attraction came on OCTOBER FALL. . It was sooo awesome. The metro rocked!! I forgot my camera so that sucked. But Wow they totally rocked. At the last song Jack (I*m pretty sure that’s his name) did a stage dive. So yea at the end of the night I was really sore. Esp my upper body area. Cuz when you*re in the front row leaning on the stage bar you get slammed by people maushing and hard core dancing a lot. And there was the occasional crowd surfer who liked to kick people. But yea I totally wish I could have done it because crowd surfing is awesome!!!

    So yea after that I got some autographs and FINALLY found V2 at the merch. Counter and talked to him for alittle bit. and then brough a CD and a Pink T shirt thats awesome!! Then after that we left and ate a Mcdonalds hate that place where EVERYONE was there. Nothing like getting hit on by skater kids right cassie? Then me and cassie and ally went around driving for alittle bit and cassie decided to go boy chasing. THAT WAS FUN!! !!! YOU’RE A GEIZER!!! Lol cassie WHO HAS A PAGER THESE DAYS? it was awesome all  these ghetto white boys were followimg us at points through out the night so we rolled down then window and basted TAKING BACK SUNDAY!! and others. Yea then they went away PHEW 

    So yea then after that we came home and had some….um…fun with the *magic juice* also known as Malibu, Everclear, green apple, orange citrus. We also had fun with sam, jack and bud. Lol FUN TIMES. ALLY WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE!!! HOW MANY FINGERS Then I guess I fell asleep at like 2?

    Then the next morning we brought ally to work at 10 and then went out to get starbucks and cassie brought me home And today I went to track and im really sore

    Also....SOme dumb bitches need to fuckin stop starting shit. I dont like this whores B/F and never liked any of her at the time B/Fs so she needs to put another dick in her mouth and shut the fuck up. Here she is talkin all this shit about how shes soo tuff. But WTF who was the one who got her ass beat by another girl for fuckin her B/F and then wound up in the ER?!?! and THEN didnt show her face in school for like a week and a half? I have no idea? O well why dont you go fuck another taken guy. Just a word of advice

    Crabs belong in the ocean not in your pants

     

    XoXo

    Claire

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    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: scars
    Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
    9:49 pm
    the days go by

    The days go by 

     So Monday since it was MLK day I chilled with Billy at my house and watched everwood. Tuesday I woke up at 5:45 like I always do and had really good cereal to eat YUM

    • Band was the same old lame shit. We got this really stupid ass song that sounds lilke beginner shit. Then again our band sucks….no…. the band dosent suck..RYMER sucks. As you all know I cant stand him ( see previous entry) and rache dosent like him either.
    •  Photography was cool we reviewed for a test
    • Art was lame. We drew borring pictures and listen to this freeky 20*s music Cd of some guy who cant sing…it was torture
    • Spanish was cool…we just reviewed for a test
    • Math we reviewed for the test…lame let me tell you
    • Bio was nothing different. I got one point away from an A on my bio test I was so happy because that’s a good start for the semester. And genetics is really easy since I had it in 8th grade and remember it all. So it’s a piece of cake.
    •  Hung out with billy at his house until 8ish?

     

    • Wednesday I went to drumline and we got the wind ensamble music. Its ok I guess nothing that fun
    • Band was lame as usuall. Rymer spends half the time doing stupid scale shit…LAME!!!!!
    • Photography we took a test that I Aced
    • Art I brought my walkman and like 5 Cds…and then one of the batteries was missing so it sucked….bad music in not cool at all
    • Spanish ..borrring
    • Math we had more of a review
    • Bio, more Genetics stuff EASY
    • English we had a sub I came home and got some bad news

     

    • My baby is moving… they don’t know where or when, but somewhere in Lake county. I don’t want that to happen

     

    • Thursday I went up to 5th period and then I had a Drs appointment at -….came home and chilled with billy and watched the OC while he studied for finals  
    • Friday I had to go get a physical for track so my mom picked me up at 9:30 gave blood. cuz im that cool
    • Then I went to billys house at like 12
    • Then at 4 aubrey picked us up in his car and we went over to mikes house along with Adrian, Eric, Gordon, Mike from warren, and Ben, It was cool they were all jamming out on the Guitars.
    • So yea there was a lot of testosterone in the air so mike was like “ Claire call some girls over” So I called KATIE and SARAH Katie Had a hard time getting there from Gurnee because guys suck at directions. But she made it Then we orded pizza and played Super Smash brothers. I kicked ass…and got my ass kicked.
    • Me Billy and Katie were talking about what we wanted to do tomarrow and i said Sledding but billy was like no its to cold ( billy its not cold you need to not boycot jackets lol) so im like in a sarcastic way " looks like ill have to go with my other B/F ( you know how some dumb bitch  whos gonna get her ass beat when  i find out who it was is makin up shit that hes cheating on me) So adrian is like YAY I GET TO GO SLEDDING!! Ahhh it was GREAT I love thouse guys!!!!
    •  Then Aubrey drove me Billy and Adrian (my other B/F) home. And let me tell you 4 teens in a van+6 inches of snow on the ground = a riot!!
    • It was fun and CRAZY!! I went back to Billys house and slept on the sofa because my mom didn’t want him driving in the shitty roads and neither did his mom.
    • Sarurday I woke up at 9 Watched Kung Pow..the weirdest movie ever but really funny
    • Ate burgers that Billy made.
    • Vacumed his house while he shovled the driveway to make his parents happy when they got home.
    • Then at like 10 we did dishes. Watched some more t.v at like 12 ( yea we had a lot of dishes to do.
    • Mom picked me up at 3:30 and we went to starbucks.
    • Went home and took a shower at like 4 and then mom dropped me off at Katies house around 5:30 at like and we got to billys at 6:30  and waited for Aubrey to get there. At 6:45 
    •  Then we rented Butterfly Effect…Great movie
    • Then at like 10 we chilled. And talked. Spent the night at katies and stayed up till like 3
    • Sunday Woke
       
      up at like 8:30 and ate yummy bagles Then we watched 50 first dates…GREAT movie. Went home at 11 and took a shower and chilled
    • Erin is sick…last night she had a low fever of like 92 and with in an hour and a half it went up to 102.5 HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER ERIN
    • This weekend is gonna suck. I have to go to Carbondale (SIU) 7 hours away. My great aunt is gonna die. And it’s a pain in the ass drive and cassie isn’t going. So its gonna be mega borring. I wanna be with my baby
    • CIARA MICHELL McDONALD COME BACK TO IL I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH IF I HAVE TO GET ON A PLANE AND DRAG YOUR JLO BUT ACROSS THAT OCEAN I WILL!!!!! LOVE YA FURBY!!!

            .....Jesus of Suburbia....

    "But there*s nothing wrong with me

    this is how im supposed to be

    In the land of make beleive

    that dont beleive in me

    To fall in love and fall in debt

    To alcohol and cigarettes

    and Mary Jane to keep me insane 

    And doing someone else*s" Cocaine"

     

    ......City of the damned.....

    The moto was just a lie

    it says " home is where your heart is"

    but what a shame

    cuz everyones heart dosen*t beat the same

    we*re beating out of time

    City of the Damned

    at the end of another lost highway

    signs missleading to nowhere

    City of the damned

    Lost childern with dirty faces today

    no one really seems to care"

     

     

    ....I just dont want this to be hard....

    ....I*m hoping it will work out.....



    Current Mood: Im confused
    Current Music: GreenDay City of the damned/ jesus of surbibia
    Monday, January 17th, 2005
    3:34 pm
    WOw I havent updated in FOREVER!!!!!

    So I haven’t updated in a while Mostly because I*ve been WAY to stressed, haven’t had the time and have been grounded.

    But these days ive been chillen

    Monday I went to billys

    Tuesday at school was gay…we just talked in all my classes and B.Sed the day through.. possibly the longest day this year.

    But then my baby came over Wednesday was all welcome to your new classes…Also borring

    Thursday was the same thing…..borring 

     Friday I had a test in bio and I did good Then later that night me billy and cassie went to ashleys house ( Libertyville Ashley) and hung with Aubrey, steven, hanna, brent, and eric. And we watched some really weird movie called hero. It was umm borring right cassie? Me and her didn’t understand a bit cuz it was all in English subtitles. So then we left and billy took me and cassie home.

     Saturday…I chilled with billy Sunday….same

    Monday was borring band we did stupid shit and got new music… Photography we learned how to load film

    Art we drew Spanish…we leardned shit

    Math..was borring

    Bio was easy we*Re studing genetics and what not

    English is fag….just really borring

    Tuesday I hung out with billy and it was our 1 month

     Wednesday I did a lot of homework and didn’t feel to well

    Thursday I was off the computer cuz dad had PMS

    Friday (last night) I came home and me and cassie went to the mall and got ERIN a birthday present around 6 to 7 then we went to rink side and talked to Drew B. and watched him play DDR sooo cool.!! Then we met up with Billy, Zach, Nicole(the one I went sking with)and dan. WARRNE PEOPLE) And we went and saw “White Noise” That movie is scary as hell but I LOVED IT!!!

    Then we got out at like 9 and went to steak and shake. Jamie was our waitress. It was cool I had a burger, shake, and cheese fries YUMM!!! It was soooo good.

    Then we went home because Zach had a game the next day. So we went home and let me tell you we were going about 100 down dillys and then we went on Chicago and went about 80. WOOT fun shit. But ABS sucks!!!!

    Then I chilled with Billy Saturday I went to the mall to get my sisters birthday present. Then the real fun started…. My house became invaded with like 16 pre teens. Yes my sister had a birthday party. So about an hour into the party I was talking to Lauren and megan and I heard 2 girls talking in erins room saying come to my house, no come to my house and that stuff. And Lauren had heard it earlier.

    So I was like “whats going on here girls?” And Monica and Breanna were like “we don’t feel good”

    And Lauren said “ really it looks like you too wanted to ditch erins party.”

    And monica nad breanna were like “No”

    Lauren said “ well that’s not what me and Claire heard if you guys what to be liars then go ahead you shouldn’t have come if you were gonna do this all along.”

     I said “ yea that’s an extreamly bratty and rude thing to do. Im gonna tell erin about you and if you*re gonna be mean then you don’t need to be her friend”

    and then they like snotted me off and Lauren was like “I better not see you outside of school”

    So yea that pissed us off I wanted to littreally scream!!!! Avril and that crappy music AHHHH!! Luckly I went over to billys house and watched Saturday night live and drawn together. That show is fuckin hilarious!!!!! Then I came home at like one and the girls were watching princess diaries 2 and that movie is soooo cute!!!!

     Then I went to bed and got up at 1o cus that’s when then girls went home. SOO loud!! AHH So its was Sunday. Then I went over to cassies house and played SIMS the URBS. SOO FUN I LOVE THAT GAME!!!

    Then at like 4 we went to my house and chilled and bily picked us up at 6 to see zachs game. SOO FUN!!! Warren actually has a good team!! And zachs team is awesome. Fights are sooo funny. But not when you get kicked out of the game. And everyone was like REF you suck. And BBBUUUUULLLL SSSHHHHIIIIITTTT. I T WAS HALARIOUS!! So then I guess he got in trouble and couldn’t hang out. So it sucked for cassie. Then at like 9 we went to my moms work and brought candy. Then we went to tacobell. Then we brought cassie home and we went to my house and chilled

    Today im chillen with My babe

    O yea IM fuckin sick and tired of girls saying that hes cheating on me with someone. I know for a fact that he isnt. If you*re that fuckin jelous of me then stick a dick in your fat mouth and choke. Because i dont wanna hear your Bull shit. And if you*re that much of a pussy ass bitch to fess up then thats good cuz if i find out who you are you*ll get you fuckin ass beat!!! So watch the fuck out O yea Rymer put me and a whole bunch of other people in synphonic band next year. IM pissed The sophmores are REALLY PISSED. My mom threw a bitch fit and was pissed at him. I seriousaly think what ellen said about the boycot will happen. I hate rymer and the only reason im in it is because its my passion, URGGG Im soo pissed at him becasue i know im better then at least one of the people that made in and i didnt. I wont say names but it just pisses me off I hate that fucker

    Current Mood: thirsty
    Current Music: Taking Back Sunday
    Monday, January 3rd, 2005
    3:04 pm
    Are you hott? by evildj23
    First Name
    Age
    Guy or Gal
    Your hottness is 10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!
    Quiz created with MemeGen!

     

    OK so i have had crazy dreams lately

    1 that my cell phone broke..

    2. One that i caught billy messing around with another chick..yea that one was bad...But he told me that would never happen..

    3. Last night i had the most crazy dream and it went like this

    ok to understand this dream you have to know my house( well the parts of it) MY mom and dads room has 3 doors, One where you enter it from the hall way,and then you walk into the bathroom and there is a door into the closet and then another door to the bedroom so you open 2 doors to get from the bathroom to the closet ¿Comprende ustedes?

    • I was walking through my house and i saw one of thouse red yellow and black snakes.).and the ones where the red touches yellow are venomous. EEEK) And this bitch was like 6 inches wide and like 4 feet long...welll i try to throw a bag in front of it to get it in there...but i missed and it jumped up and bit my hand so i couldnt used that arm. So i let it chase me into the mastor bedroom and ran out the other of 2 doors.
    • Then i heard barking and yipping and forgot my dog bailey was in the room and i she was scratching at the door and crying and barking and you could hear the snake hissing so i quickly let bailey out of my parents bedroom and we were now in the closet and the snake got through a whole in the wall and i then pulled my dog( who was almost dead due to the snake poison) into the bathroom and just as i closed the door on the snakes face i heard a hiss from a cat and i mean meow. And then a snake hiss
    • and thats when i rememberd i had left my cat scotchie ( butterscotch) who died when i was like 7 :( )in there!!!! I heard a series of hisses from both the snake and cat and some mean ugly sounds and then it sounded like my cat was using a scratching post. And then it was quite
    • I opened the closet area and saw that scotchie had clawed that snaked head off..Blood was all over that cat, Bailey,me and the rooms.
    • Then bailey started like having seizures...And almost died but then we gave her a bath in tomato juice and she lived..
    • Then i woke up

    And yea it was freeky i sure wished i had someone to hold on to after that



    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: watching full house
    2:25 am
    more break
     Winter Break is awesome some of the things that I*ve done are as followed

    Wednesday: Called sarah and we were soposed to go job hunting so I waited around for her to call me and she didn’t till like 5 and it was her sisters birthday so she couldn*t L and you see…I need a job.
    So around like 5ish billy picked me up and we went to jeffs house around 5:30.
    Then me jeff, billy, mike, and max went to the park and ice skated. Till like 7?
    Then we drove around trying to find a place to hang out and we ended up going to denys where we met up with ryan.
    So we*Re all at denys and the waitor tells us that we have to order something or we will get kicked out….so we all order coffee.. and the guy tells us that he will put the coffee on the bill but only charge like 4 of them so it was cool.
    Then we get this really slow ass waitress. Who takes forever to get the pies that max and mike had ordered. So as we*re sitting at the table ryans like..shit Claire you*re gonna get kicked out you didn’t order anything from the new waitress. So hes like well I want a grilled cheese so order that with fries. And im like ok. So when the chick came to take orders she was like what do you want?
    A grilled cheese
    Ryan” With fries and no tomatos
    Chick “ how do you know that”
    Ryan “ me and claire have ESP and she told me.
    Lol you had to be there it was funny and the waitress believed it.
    So then I orderd a milkshake and it took forever to get there…
    Then I “ spent the night at marias” And me and the boyfriend went back to his house and just sat up and talked till like 2.

    Then I went home at around 12.
    Called sarah and I couldn’t go job hunting because I had slept with my contact in. And let me tell you…THAT SHIT hurts!!!

    FRIDAY!!!
    So Then I came home. And chilled with billy at his house.
    Then around 6 we went to geoffs house and chilled with carley, geoff, mike, max, Adrian, Kelly and Vanessa. It was cool. Then we all went and made food. Me and carly had a funny convo about how annoying it is when girls don’t eat infront of guys. ( ok for all you girls that don’t eat infront of guys you*re dumb) So yea I made myself an orgasmic sandwich.
    Then geoff and the rest of the people went out to get grapes and to pick Vanessa up from her house and it was just me Billy, Mike and Carley. So we all chilled for about an hour and a half.
    Then they all came back. And we chilled
    Then I found out that geoffs dad thought me and billly or mike and carly were doing stuff because we were all on the bed with our hands visible.(idk) So now hes mad at billy?
    Then I stayed the night at marias. Lol


    Saturday it was new Years. So billy picked me up at like 4 and we went to see the fireworks but they got cancled….shitty!!!
    Then we helped mike set up for the kick ass party. Me and Ashley made it totally awesome the way we had set up stuff.
    So then people start showing up. And it was cool DDR, for a little bit and then funky music that you couldn’t dance to…. awkward lol.
    Then around 8 I ask Ashley who this chick was and she said who but I forget the name. And said she was Billys Ex and that’s why she*s been staring and giving dirty looks to me the whole night….Can you say ANOYING?!?!?!
    So yea then twards the new year they sang Sail away and started throwing grape juice and who knows what else on everyone. In the words of billy “ Mikes basement got raped by the sticky monster!! Lol
    So then I went back to billys house and stayed the night

    Woke up and went home…sarah couldn’t go job hunting again…4 days in a row…SHITTY

    The last days I have been hanging with the boyfriend
    Today we went to his house and talked to his mom whos really smart.
    We talked about politics and I discovered a lot of shit I discovered that.
    The guy that they said killed President Kenedy didn’t. Its not possible!! The bullet is said to have made like turns and bounced off shit,,,its just not possible!! And George bush Sr had to do with it..
    And the bushes got there money because george bush Sr invested in hitlers banks.


    So now im gonna go to bed and think of *him*

    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: only one
    Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
    7:45 pm
    These last days I have been hanging out with Billy.

    My grandma has also been here….great fun

    So for Christmas I got a black tama drum set,
    Glow in the dark sticks,
    Stuffed animal fish for my room
    A stereo system
    Room phone
    Candles
    Clothes,
    Cd*s
    Jewelry
    And other stuff

    It was cool Christmas eve I went to billys house to meet his family. They ROCK!!
    Then we came back to my house and chilled

    Christmas morning we woke up and got presents
    Then we went to eat at my aunts house
    Then randy my cousin stopped buy and we chilled it was awesome because I never was that close to my guy cousins.
    Then me and randy went to coris house to see her puppies
    Then I went home and ate dinner and went to billys

    Yesterday the 27 was fun. I went to borders with david and got the killers CD
    Then billy picked me up and we went to Geoffs house and met up with mike and max.
    Went to alder park and ice skated…max slid into me and billy and I like fell on the ice and snapped my nail and it hurts like a bia.
    Then we went to the train station and found 2 cans of unopened beer
    Then billy, mike, max, geoff ryan and me went to denys and had good food but slow ass service.
    IT was soo funny I love his friends they were acting all crazy!
    So then around like 12:40 we al go home

    This morning I woke up and my eye hurt because I slept with my contact in. Let me tell you that shit hurts like WHOA
    So I chilled at home and played DDR

    Current Mood: SICK
    Current Music: Mr brightside
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
    4:52 pm
    Christmas Break

    Wow these days have been awesome. Sorry I haven’t updated in a while. I just haven’t been home at all!!! I*ve been out with my amazing boyfriend. And awesome as hell friends. So, to all my dedicated readers here is yet another update on the life and times of CLAIRE MOTHER FUKIN REED ok enough with the gangasta shit

     

    FRIDAY!!! Was fuckin awesome as all hell and I wished I would have brought a camera. WE WENT TO ALPINE VALLEY.at like 3? And when I say we I mean me, Billy, Mike, Nico, Nicole, And SPACE AVAITOR!!!!!!!! ( a.K.A Corina!!!) It was a fuckin blast!!!! I had so much fun. Because if you all know me (which you better if you are reading this) I live for thrills and chills, So I started on the little hill because I haven’t skied in like 3 years. Then I went to the black diamonds ones. And let me tell you. I didn’t fall once going down the hill!! I WAS SO PROUD!!!! ( not to brag) So it was funny Cori,,,,,the chairlifts do belong in satans layer. Ok So yea cori already isn’t liking the chairlifts and acedently gets on by herself. And so mike is behind her. And starts bouncing them. And yea I guess it scared her? Its ok cori lol. So then we went back to the car…and the rest of the gang had left and I guess they had tried calling me but I turned my phone off cuz I was under roaming. Not cool. And it would have ran up my bill like woah. So then we left at like7:20?

    So we*re driving and cori and mike call me to ask if they can go to my house ( since my parents were at a Christmas party for my dads work) We went over to my house .

    So around like 8 we*re driving and the speed limit goes from like 55 to like 25 and Billy is going like 45 on accident and we look in the rear view mirror..and we see lights…Red and BLUE lights…so you know what that means. COP!! So we were scared

    Billy: Good evening officer what seems to be the problem

    Do you know how fast you were going?

    Fast enough

    I had you clocked in at 46

    O im sorry officer

    Do you have any ID

    Yes

    And you miss

    Yes I have my school id Will that do officer?

    Yes..when is your birthday?

    December 20, 1988

    That’s in a few days

    Yes it is

    How old will you be

    16 sir

    ok stay in the car

     

    So me and Billy were scared shitless because he will get grounded from the car if he gets a ticket. Luckily he had all his shit. So we*re waiting for what seemed like 15 minutes

    So the cop comes back and is like..are you guys boyfriend and girl friend. And we*re like yes

    Are you guys coming back from alpine valley?

    Yes sir

    O that explains it I get kids on this road all the time.

    William…instead of wreaking claires birthday with you having a ticket, my assignment for you is to take this nice young lady out for her birthday.

    Why thank you officer

     

    so yea the convo kinda went like that?

     

    So we go and then cori calles my phone and is like THERE IS SOMEONE IN YOUR HOUSE!!! And im like ok not really carring because there is no way someone could be in my house I mean….have you seen BAILEY and OREO? Yea they would scare anyone if you didn’t know then.

    So we get to my house and cori is like freeking out. And then mike pulls me aside and is like we are fucking with her. So nico Nicole.mike, billy and me were all in on it. It was funny

    Then mike went out and got McDonalds it was cool then they went home and billy went around 2?

     

    Saturday was cool

     

    Katie and cori got in a fight and so it ended up me and cori going to the mall.

    So we got there at like 3? And I got everyone taken care of .I saw a lot of people there. Including bitch ass monica W Long story. And she was like following me and cori all over the mall. Then we stoped and talked to david….Then she needed a smoke so we went outside and saw Ashley G and her B/F darin Shes soo sweet!!! Here and darin are SOO cute together!! Anyways So mike picked us up at like 8 ish? And we drove back and coris like I have to pee can we stop at your house? And im like ok and for some reason shes like get out with me remember I wanted to borrow that Cd or something.. And I see a lot of cars there..And I come in and Katie, matt T, katlyn from warren, cassie, carrie, and billy are there it was sooo nice!!! I defiantly have the best friends ever!!!!

    So then we chilled for a bit and ate a shit load of pizza my mom got like 10 so I have been eating pizza all week lol.

    So then cassie B came by and then we all went and saw the grudge at gurrnee and sarah came and met up.

    That movie was fuckin hilarious. Cassie and Katie were making all these dumb comments that just made it funny. It was kinda weird and predictable.

    Then we came home and billy, me and cassie watched tv till like 5

     

    monday….I chilled with cassie and we went shopping and I got some pants

    Then she left and I went and saw national tresure with my babe. Then chilled with billy at my house since my parents wernt home. And then my parents came home from union station and my grandmas train was late I guess? Idk… so we chilled at my house since it was my birthday

     

    Tuesday I went to billys house and we went to the beach and got introuble with the SEX POLICE. Not really they just told us to go home and so we did

     

    Yesterday I GOT MY BLACK TAMA MOTHER FUCKIN DRUMSET!!!! HELL YEA ITS FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL AND I WORKED SOOOOO HARD FOR IT OVER THE SUMMER IM SOOO HAPPY

    So I have been playing that a lot then I drove to get chineese and billy came by and opened my door as I was playing and scared the shit out of me. So then we went to the movies and saw meet the fockers and it was sold out at 8 so we saw it at 10:40..and we go there and there was like 5 cop cars and 2 ambulances,.,,and let me tell you that was some scary shit so we get in there and we find out there was a knife fight?!?! AHH not cool and we were in mundline of all places?!?!?!! Idk it was weird So we came back to my hosue at like 1 and chilled till like 1:30

     

    Today I saw cassie Melissa, Mary-ann and my uncle Richard and we went out to IL beach resort ( like I don’t go there enough lol SEX POLICE) and the food was great. Later today  Cori, Mike, And billy are coming over and we are gonna watch elf? Sounds like a good old time that’s a fuckin awesome movie

     

    The spiderman 2 sound Track is awesome GO GET IT!!!!!!!!1

    So yes this is all for me now ASHLEY SHEPPARD WHEN ARE WE HANGING OUT?!?!?!?!?!?! lol



    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Dashboard Vindicated
    Thursday, December 16th, 2004
    7:51 am
    the good things in life are worth waiting for

     

    Finals are LAME!!

     

    Ok So this whole week has been pretty stressfull. But I*m dealing with it

     

    Monday was kinda lame

     

    Band rymer babbled on about whats gonna be on the “final” no one payed attention (go figure)

     

    Drivers ed….what did I do? O yea I had class room and we talked about drunk driving…and I broke the light bulb of this light in the back when the teacher had me turn it on…I have no idea how it happened.

     

    Health. Was gay as usuall. We were talking about AIDS and HIV and watched a movie from the 80*s that was really weird. So I was talking to Allison and reid like we always do. And Reid*s like “ OMG it’s the HIV+ BREAKFAST CLUB” lol I was funny you had to be there!!! So yea we watched that…

     

    Spanish was ok. Im fuckin tired of John Reicker. Hes just so fuckin immature. And for some reason he like to make fun of peoples mom*s..so I was like dude STFU my mom died of cancer last summer!! That shits not cool ( even though she really didn’t) and everyone knows that’s a lie but him so it was sweet revenge…and still more to come.

     

    Geometry was the same. We talked the whole time about lots of different stuff. I love that class lol

     

    Bio was a review

     

    English was boring. Also a review

     

    Came home did home work. And chilled..then I talked to Billy till like 11:30

     

     

    Tuesday was pretty much the same

     

    I went behind the wheel in drivers ed

     

     

    Science ( yea I know big jump but nothing else happened) was awesome. We had all period to study. And of course david had to start talking shit. So im like dude shut up. No-one wants to hear you talk. And then he*d try to talk and id be like shut up, don’t talk to me. And cut him off. Like.. turn around, shut up. And get it through your thick head and shut up. And then he said something and I forgot what it was. But I was like what did you say? Oo you*re getting braces? That’s awesome!!! Then we took turns punkin eachother. And it got ugly lol. And then Mr. Calahan was talking to david about reproduction and visectamines or whatever they are called and I was like “ I don’t think it’s a good idea to incourage him to reproduce. Damn it was too funny!! The class had some good laughs that day!!

     

    Then I came home. And chilled..then talked on the phone with Katie, Gizzmo Cassie Jane, and Billy, he asked me for my address..and I found out yesterday why.

     

    Yesterday was one of the best days since summer.

     

    So im going to my health final and guess who I run in to? My favorite parapro Mr. Rodriguez  NOT!!  I HATE THAT FUCKIN GORILLIA!!!!So im going to health and hes like

    “ your id”

    Ok (so I pull it out of my back pack and its not there its in my coat) so Im like its in my locker ill go get it

    Just the minute bell rings so im like ok ill get it next period.  So this fat ass donkey kong wanna be follows me across the school and im like walking super fast trying to ditch him. But some how I couldn’t. So then the bell rings and im in the health room. And then he comes in the class and is like you, me deans office. And some girl in my class was like Claire*s got a B/F lol it was soooo funny. Then I get to the deans office and the lady secretary is like Whats she here for

    Donkey kong was like

    Failier to abide by rules and regulations

    As in

    Every day I tell her to get her id on when she comes in the building

    Well if you tell her everyday apparently she goes here. Its almost Christmas break. Lay off. Hun just got get a temporary ID and get back to finals you don’t want to miss to much.

     

     

    SO I take my finals and get home. And I get online and so does billy and hes like * I gtg ill be back in half an hour. So im just around the house and what not, doing my hair and talking on the phone with cassie….and the door bell rings. And can we guess who it was?!?! BILLY!!!! It was sooo sweet he had 2 roses ( one for me and one for my mom) and a box of chocolates. And we drove around for a while. And played a pretty intence game of padiddle ( not like that you dirty perverts!!!!!) 

    So then we went to the beach when it got dark out. SOOO pretty!! If any of you haven’t done this before…go to the beach when it’s a full moon it*s gorgeous. So yea we*re in the car and the lake is soo pretty. So yea my evening was amazing.

     

     

    Finals today were pretty swell

     

    Tomarrow its off to alpine vally HELL FUCKIN YEA!!! I guess my wonderfull boyfriend is gonna pick me up after finals and head up there with me cori mike and some other people from zomton Me and cori are gonna tear apart those hills on SKIS!!! But first I gotta teach her ( this should be good lol) J/K YOU KNOW I LOVE YA !!!!!! ( cori we*re gonna be the hot ass ski patrollers for the day!!!)

    But if you know any thing about cori..we do some crazy shit together…like I could have a whole entry about that…but I wont cuz its late

     

     

    Im soo happy. I have finaly found someone who I can be with. I can be myself and he likes me for that. I don’t have to get all dressed up or anything. Some one who I can talk to about anything and you don’t get those awkward silence. He*s just amazing and im so glad I found him. Now I have some one that I can call *mine*  

     

     

    • I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
      My weakness is that I care too much
      My scars remind me that the past is real
      I tear my heart open just to feel
    •  


    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: scars " papa Roach
    Monday, December 13th, 2004
    7:12 pm
    when i look at his eyes.....I get lost...

    Ok I had a long ass journal entry and then it crashed. FUCKING SUCKS so now I update on micosoft words where if my gay ass computer decides to crash AGAIN.

     

    Ok so im only gonna tell you all about the cool parts in my week

     

    Monday heather came over and we orderd pizza and worked on the project. It was cool I haven’t talked to her in years we*re gonna hang out sometime soon

     

    Tuesday was cool.

    Band was ok Nathan kept staring at my upper body in a funny way though. ( its an inside joke) Freshman… I love him though!!!

     

    Drivers Ed was lame, we had simulator but me and breann made it fun. We sat in the back and talked the whole time while the tape was playing this video on night driving dangers. And how cars with a headlight out can look like a motorcycle and 2 motorcycles can look like a car. So me and bre are “driving” and we all see a car that’s got one headlight out so I seized the moment and said PADIDDLE!! And we as well as the whole class was laughing it was funny

     

    The rest of the day was kinda borring

     

    So was the rest of the week

     

     

    Friday I was soposed to hangwith these warren people…but they stood me and a friend up. And my friend was the one who invited me because her and some guy wanted to go on a group date I guess? O well we ended up hanging out.

     

     

    Saturday was the coolest day all year

    I went and got my hair cut at 11

     At 12 –3 I went shopping with sarah ( my bf from Libertyville) at hawthorn

    Then we went back to her house (cuz I spent the night) and we were bored as hell.

    So around 5 we went to jewel and let me tell you there were some hot guys there.!!

    So as we are parking there is this realy weird guy was like pointing and standing in the spot where we wanted to park and we were like what the fuck? So sarah honked and rolled down her window and started blasting some song on q 101 it was funny as hell I think the guy was retarted…lol

    So we got the cookie stuff and decided to do the pimp ass self check out. So for some gay reason it dosent let you bag stuff unless everything is scanned. So sarah is putting everything on the counter and then hits it on accident and everything falls on the floor. Luckly nothing was breakable. But it was all cool no-one knew us there.

    Then we came home and baked from like 5:30-7 then we got ready for the most fun I have had all year. The lights were all over the celeine and blinking so it was like hyponatizing!! Soo cool though!! Kick ass sound system!!!

    We went to mikes party at like 7:30 ( yea it takes us that long to get ready) and it was soooo fun. No-one knew me there but sarah and Amanda. But everyone was awesome and nice. So for a while we*re all just talking, and then they introduce me to people.

    So around like 8 sarah introduces me to Ashley and a lot of other people. So we were all starting to get hyper after like 5 mountain dews..WE HIT THE FLOOR!! It was cool.

     

    Then around 8ish we went over to the bar and talked to the bar tenders who were funny as hell!! They had all these weird NON ALCOHOLIC!! Drinks with all sorts of weird sexuall names!!! So you didn’t know what the hell you were drinking!!!

     

    So then they were like “ you gotta tip us” and I didn’t have any money on me,, so the one guy I think his name was Adrian was like “ well then can we get a number” So I did.

    So then some dancing music came on and Ashley was like “ come on Claire lets go show up those girls”

    ok

    “ but we need guys”

    ahh right!!

     

    So then we grabbed billy and her B/F ryan and taught them how to dance. It was soo fun!! Those kids know how to party!!!

     

    So then around like 8:30 me ashey, sarah and billy go back to the bar and then some ben kid takes over the sound system and starts playing this random shit on the keyboard and guitar and what not. Like it would have been good if they were playing along with music…but it was like random shit. So everyone was getting tired of it. And so im like ok well why dosent someone go up there? And Ashley was like “ cuz we don’t have death wishes” So im like umm ok whatever that’s soposed to mean lol. So I kindly walk up to this ben kid and was like

    “ hey ben can you play some music”

    Umm this is music

    Well we all want to dance

    You and who

    Me and the other people here

    Umm this is my party so we are gona do what I want to do” and it was mikes party

    Umm but can you put on some dancing music”

    Umm how about you get your hoe ass back to zion where you belong “

    Ok im trying to be nice here. So how about you take some midol. Cuz apparently you pms more then all the girls here so do us all a favor, fuck yourself in the ass and make yourself happy”

    That when I turned around and walked away.

     

    So then me sarah, me, billy and Ashley go sit back at the bar and talk to Adrian and gordon to cool off. At like 9 And just started being really loud for no reason cuz everyone there was bored stiff( for the time being) so then I decide to go outside for some air with * a certin guy who was there* and on my way up the stairs out to the poarch I knocked over gordons pop can tower on perpose lol. It was to funny! It made a loud noise and snapped a few people outta the bed time music that was currently playing”

     

    So then I go outside and talk to billy until we started to freeze.so then we went back inside. And it was perfect timing because someone FINALLY took over the raido and REAL music was playing so Ashley and someother girl whos name I cant recal ,grabed me and we then took over the dance floor!! And they had that linkin park JZ mix and let me tell you that’s some awesome stuff!!!

     

    So then around 10, Billy Gordon,mike, Adrian, Aubrey, brent, and like 6 other guys did the “ tradition” and sung this old school song called “ come sail away” or something like that. It was really cool cuz they got really into it doing the air guitars and what not!! Definitly something I will remember!!!

     

    Then we me and billy went outside again cuz it was really hot in the basement. Then we came back and sat at the bar and I got a drink of water. And Adrian gave me a cup that said “ you broke my heart” ( cuz all the cups said weid stuff like that) and we just laughed about it. You had to be there” so then I go over to talk to sarah and shes like can you get me a glass of pepsi?” and im like ok. So I iim at the bar and ask the guys for a pepsi. So then they I get it and say “ ok now can you yell sarah here*s your pepsi really loud? And they did it!! Ahh it was the best!! She defiantly got noticed!! I LOVE THAT GIRL!!!

     

    Then the rest of the night we all danced and chilled. So around 11 or so I go into the back room to get something that I cant recal.. so me and this really blue eyed hot bartender guy whos a Jr ( who I had been hanging with all night) ended up talking for a while…or something like that) ;)

     

    Then we danced the night away and went home and billy walked me and sarah to her car. It was really sweet.

     

    Defintly a night to remember

     

    You can always re-take a class…….but you can never relive a party!!!

     

    Speaking of that im having a party ask cori about it cuz its her idea and shes throwing it for me I guess ( yea I don’t even know about my own party) that’s cuz im a slow ass right cori? Lol THIS IS JELLY NOT KETCHUP!!!! Don’t fall down the stairs. Soo many inside jokes I would have to say the best one is “ you are gonna fall in that wheel chair!!!” lmao good times

     

    My band concert was cool

     

    Today we had a review for all my classes…..and I thought of him all day so it went by slowly

     

    Cant wait till friday

     

    I TURN 16 IN A WEEK!! YOU ALL BETTER REMEBER IT!!!!!!!!!!!

     

    He is wonderfull

    Sarah the wild cats may be good at football

    but zion is gonna get revenge this year in basketball

     

    XoXo

    Claire

    A convo with * him Cali4nyaxDreamin: i cant stand guys who dont take no for an answer. I*ve had to have friends that drive meet me/ come and get me at places were me and a guy would be hanging out and he*d turn into a really anoying horn dog..so im like fuck you and i leave lol : lol " i apologize for the rest of my gender : we're asses a lot of the time : the girls always more important than me Cali4nyaxDreamin: thats the kinda guy i need!! Cali4nyaxDreamin: so you*re one of thouse guys whos into long relationships? : theyre nice : you know? : like always having someone there for you Cali4nyaxDreamin: totally Cali4nyaxDreamin: that you can talk to about anything, be yourself around, and makes all your troubles go away : exactly : ! im certainly looking forward to getting to know alot more about you too Cali4nyaxDreamin: you will indeed : good good good : i think im seriously falling for you, ya know? Cali4nyaxDreamin: absoloutly Cali4nyaxDreamin: :-D i thnk..... i can say the same... : lol : good Cali4nyaxDreamin: indeed thast what i wanted to hear Cali4nyaxDreamin: and i speak my mind : apparently so : hmm : i guess ill have to workout more now Cali4nyaxDreamin: lol todays been really slow soundwavetsunami: and i just want this week to end and for it be friday Cali4nyaxDreamin: wow we have so much in comond : like, whoa : we should, like : go out or something Cali4nyaxDreamin: absoloutly

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: taking back sunday " i think its bonus mosh pit listen to it
    Saturday, December 4th, 2004
    2:54 pm
    To tell. or not to tell?

    GOD I HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS I HAD AN ENRTY DONE AND THEN MY COMPUTER THAT SUCKS CRASHES!!!!! URG!!!!!!

    So this is what has been goin on this week

                                 Thursday

    Band was ok. I always have really good conversations with people. So were all jsut sitting down behing the cabnit and tympanys ( we have it lined up where it makes almost like a wall..so no matter where you sit down back in the precussion section you cant be seen when you talk becasue we*re THAT smart) and matt*s like " my life sucks" and then told me how him and his G/F got in a fight. So we talked about it and it was cool I was glad i could help. Its cool though because all of us are pretty tight!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

    Drivers ed was borring. Simulation is gay. Its from the 70*s so all the guys where these chick pants and Nut Hugger shorts EWWW

    Health was lame as well. We did a lame packet thing the whole period

    Spanish we took a test. I aced it

    Math was Bad we took a test and it was some hard shit. I hate gemoerty

    Lunch/advisory was good. nothing special happend

    Bio we just studied the whole time. I got an A on my project WOOT WOOT go claire!!

    English we read some lame stuff about the middle east and some dead polititions in isreal and palastine. Um who cares?!?

     

                                        FrIdAy

    Had early morning band and Bio. It went good

    Band was ok nothingexiting happend

    Drivers ed was cool. We watched a really good movie on drunkdriving. A man back in 98 was driving and hit a limo full of 12 warren kids going to prom... and killed 5. And it was sooo sad becasue you could here them screaming as they died slowly. And then they pulled the bodies out of the other car that he had it at the same time. and the people were like toast...they had been blown up and burned to death. It was sooo sad. I wanted to cry. Then at the end off the class Mr. Massong tells us that it was all fake.warren and zion put it together and hired actors. But the paramedics, firefighters, and flight for life was all real. And i mean it seemed REALLY real. It was sad though.. becasue that stuff really happens.

    Health was lame .Mr. Kattaz talked the whole time...i dont like him

    Spanish we watched aladin. That movie is the shit i havent seen it in a long time lol!!

    Geomerty was ok. I felt soo dumb when i found out how to do the problems on the test.

    Lunch was cool. In advisory i payed artee a buck and he told me what was on the bio test THANKS!!! i got a A. So it works out AWESOME

    Bio i aced my test. It was alot of writing!!!!

    English we watched julius cesar it was lame.

    • THen i went to the game against no go and had a blast.  we had a full drumline so it worked out great.!! I busted out tripple F ( the song where i have a kick ass solo on base drum at the begining) If you dont know what im talking its the one where we go OOW OOW after my solo. So come to the next game and here it. Cuz we*ll also have the destinys child " lose my breath" song down by that time. And on the 8th of jan we are doing a halftime show with the baton twirlers becasue they are doing that song too!! ITs goona be tight!!!! So anyways at the Game last night it was soo fuuny!1 I dont know HOw many people said " You got some tight beats for a white girl" Or " DAMN WHITE CHICKS GOT THE SOUND" it was funny!! I HAD A BLAST AND WE WON

     

    So...I have a problem. Im really close friends with guy friend of mine. And i like him as more then a friend..And i did alittle bit last year. So its an on and off thing. And like we can talk about ANYTHING. So im afraid if he finds out or gets the wrong signal ..it will not necessarly wreck what we have, just make it not as strong.  So i*m compleatly lost on what to do. So leave a coment and help me out lol

    Ryan is lame. Apparently he likes someone else. because he called me and told me he didnt want to talk anymore. so FUCK YOU. I can do SOOO much better then your stoner ass. im not sad at all. Just pissed that he lied. O well i moved on. HIS LOSS!!!!!!!!!

    Had a good convo with MR. TIMMY ARRON  today. I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY!!! MISSORI IS A LONG DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

    maybe when

    you find out that I’m dead,

    you’ll realize what you did to me. 

    and if my lungs still let me breathe,

    would you be there for me?

    if I can make myself believe, I’ll give you back what you took away

    This is also a good song I can see her now Dancing round her drink in hand All her baggage in tow I just want to forget and let go of all the joy, the pain I took your guilt and placed it into me And now I kiss it goodbye Our last dance ended fatally [Chorus] Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died (You just died!!!) Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard? There she goes again Another masquerade in false circumstance She'll fuck you just for the taste I just wish that I could replace All the memories of what makes my blood run cold As your blood runs through me I say goodbye to what we had [Chorus] She came and went I gnawed through my lip Makeup smeared in her eyes Each sob's a reason to say goodbye Sometimes when you're holding on you'll never see the light With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right And I never felt so right And I never felt so wrong With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right [Chorus] You just died

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: silverstein smashed into pieces
    Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
    9:54 pm
    guys are evil in human form

    <P>Ok so this week so far has been really awesome. I straightened things out with people. Some for the good, and the stuff that wasnt for the good was for the better you know what i mean? Well if yo dont..read on and you will understand what I mean</P>
    <P>So monday was cool</P>
    <UL>
    <LI>Band was lame . We had playing tests. It sucked borring as fuck</LI>
    <LI>So going to 2nd i see tony in the hall..and i look ahead. Cuz these past few weeks tony came to my house once totally unanounced. and i hadnt even given him my address.&nbsp;So it was weird. So then he is callin me all the time. And all last weekend he was callin me at&nbsp;like 1-3 in the morning. Let me tell&nbsp;you that shit pisses&nbsp;me off. So then im talking to him&nbsp;NICELY&nbsp;online right? and then he totally took what i said the wrong way. All i said was it was&nbsp;alittle freeky that hes askin people for my #..you just dont do that!!( i didnt say that part) so&nbsp;yea then he sees me yesterday and is like BITCH!! and i would have pulled his shirt collar&nbsp;and snapped. But by the time i comprehended it, it was to late .His ass got lucky. So today i see him and im talking to maria. And hes like MARIA DONT TALK TO THAT BITCH SHE HAS WEBBED FEET. um ok you cunt face shit head get a hair cut and start shit thats true. cuz i can tell you all that i dont have webbed feet. cuz if i did would i where flipflops? umm no. My point exactly. <FONT color=#ff0000 size=6>TONY ROSE WATCH YOUR BACK. AND I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP!! YOU KNOW YOU CANT BEAT ME SO SAVE YOURSELF THE HUMILLIATION!!!!!</FONT></LI></UL>
    <P>&nbsp;</P>
    <P>

    So Today was a gret day. I got to stay up later and sleep in becasue we had a late start. So it was nice

    • In drivers Ed we were learning about DUI and got to use beer goggles. Thouse things are TOO fun. If you all have ever used them before yo know you have like 4 feet. and things look closer then they appear and all rainbow its fun but weird you feel all light headed after wards.
    • All the other classes were pretty much the same.
    • Lunch was awesome. As you know we sit by these mexican freshman. And they always talk in spanish about us like really loud. And we know becasue we know spanish. So this one girl at our table stands up and snaps. It was sooo funny. Then they start throwing shit at us. like dry shit. And then we went and got spoons, ketchup, and napkins, and yea you see where it went lol!! It was funny. then the other people started talking white people spanish. and started staring at them. Wow all i can say is I love lunch!!! lol
    • I think im gonna get an A in bio. Its genetics and easy so YAY!!

    I came home and my mom was bitchin. because she got in a fight with my sister...and decided to bring me into it.

    so yea im done with ryan K. He lied to me. and makes no effort to comunicate. plus i dont like what he is all about. So i*m over him. He*s an ass. He has his weed and dosent need me apparently. O well Zion;guys and Warren&a guy;are SOO much better then him. ( ok so maybe im alittle mean.) But i feel that everything he said was a lie. I mean if he was stoned or whatever most of the time who knows what the hell he was thinking. and who cares? not me. >

     

     

     

     

     

     

    This is my LOVER!!!! His rape date isnt set as of now. me and brittney W need to decide that.

    Phelps 3




     



    Current Music: the used " all that i*ve got
    Sunday, November 28th, 2004
    12:29 am
    Its been a while

    ok so this week has been cool

    Saturday i went to the mall with carrie and brittney and saw latter 49. But first we went to H & M. And let me tell you that store has some CUTE stuff. But its reallly weird becase the stuff is sized really weird!! like pants are guys style.. like 27/34 and what not . So that made it impossible for us to find any pants which sucked becasue they were some really cute ones.

    • Then we went to the movie. And it was SOO good GO SEE LATER 49!!
    • Came home and went to jodis house with cassie untill like 1

    Monday

    • Woke up
    • Band was soo stressfull we have alot of stuff to cover and not alot of time
    • Drivers ed was lame. We had classroom
    • health was also lame...we watched a movie on featl alchol syndrom
    • spanish was cool
    • Everything else was pretty much the same

    WEdnesday

    • I had behind the wheel for drivers ed
    • Health was kinda a borring day...as usuall
    • Spanish was cool. we talked the whole time
    • math we talked the whole time
    • Lunch was awesome. we were throwing shit and lauren was makin fun of the mexicans ( not to be racist) behind us and trying to speek spanish. IT WAS SOO FUNNY
    • then the rest of my classes we kinda did nothing
    • So i came home and went tanning with cassie. I DONT LOOK LIKE CASPER ANYMORE HELL YEA!! then i came home around 6 and got ready for my night
    • So then i got ready and got my crap together..and then my dad drove me over to Brentons house at like 7. It was weird i didnt realized how much i had missed him untill i saw him. ( up untill saturday i hadnt seen him for like a month and a half) So yea it was awesome but kinda freeky. My mom was soposed to pick me up at 1:30 becasue thats when she got off of work. But since it was the day before thanksgiving she had to work untill 3. So i didnt get picked up till almost 4. and the cool part is she wasnt mad at all!! So we pretty much stayed up talking and listening to music. I fell asleep for like an hour. And then He decided to snatch the blanket from me so i woke up and was FREEZING!!. So then i started a pillow fight..which wasnt a good idea becasue i suck at pillow fights. (well not really just when the person im fighting is 6'4) haha. so then we talked and listen to this Cd he had made with all these like love songs. So He got made fun of for that one. even thought it was totally cute. And then we pretty much just chilled and talked untill my mom came. BRENTON THAT NO ORDINARY ONE!!! THAT LOOKS LIKE A FRICKEN BRAN!! (ask me and i will explain)

     

    Thursday was thanks giving

    • wet to bed when i got home.
    • got up at 10 and went to my aunt kathys house in McHenbery for brunch and ate. I saw my cousins Jimmy and Eric whom i havent seen for years for classified reasons. But i was suprized that jimmy even recognized me!! i hadnt seen him in atleast 5 years!! But it was great getting everyone back together again!! and we caught up on alot of stuff
    • Came home and we went to cassies for appitizers and we had some champaine. THAT STUFF IS GOOD CASSIE!! And then we played american idol on PS2. I sucked at that game lol
    • Then after i had ate some more we went home and ate some more. at like 7
    • Then i go out around 8 with carrie, brittney, jodi, luke, ian, sarah, stacy, and tayor and just chilled around the neighboor hood throwing snowballs at cars.
    • And then i came home took a shower, called brenton and he told me to waite for the spring when he has more time. and before wednesday night i was ready to stop waiting around for him. Umm ...that changed..enough said so im gonna try since he is. Gotta keep my end of the deal
    • Friday
    • i went shopping and got some stuff with cassie jane.  I got the "big Chill" and Remebver the titans soundtracks for my dad for christmas at best buy. let me tell you they have some FINE workers there that come up to you and ask what they can do for you. So i got this one to show me where the chevel Cd was even though i knew where it was and we got into talking about music and shit...then he had to get back to work..it sucked lol!! I got my sister 3 cute shirts from urban planet and a really cute one for myself. I had alot of shopping to do and alot of money to spend. But my mom wanted to leave. So we did.
    • I came home and read my book. for school
    • Then i went over to cassies house with her and chilled
    • Came home and text messaged tim. And then i went to bed

    Today

    • Woke up and read my book. I didnt really do much.
    • Worked on my project

    I dont know what to do..I have been hearing good and bad stuff about ryan K. And i know cori is right. Why( because shes cori). But katie tells me somthing diffrent. And katies is usually right to. So i dont know who to beleive? I guess i*ll have to figure this one out for my self. But if he cant change or at least stop some of the shit he does..then nothing will happen between us. I guess ill just give it time. But who knows I think im gonna move on to a more straight edged kid.

     

    TIMMY AARON I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH BABE!!! remember that we are gonna hang out in St. Loius and go to a cardinal game!!!! woot woot!! And Go to the river casinos!! then we are gonna go cowtipping and crop circle hunting!!!! ( you cant do much in Missori) LOVE YAS HUNNI!!!!!!!!!

     

     

     

     

     



    Current Mood: i miss my wildwood boys!!!!!
    Current Music: Aerosmith " dont wanna miss a thing
    Thursday, November 18th, 2004
    4:32 am
    He is *amazing*

    Ok so last weekend was pretty cool

    Friday night i chilled with cassie and we hung out and chilled

    Saturday i went to work from 9-4 with cassie and carrie and made 54 bucks!! HELL YEA!! it was cool we ate and did alot of easy stuff. Beleive it or not 5 people were able to unpack 4 months of packing in about 5 hours. Thats hallin it right there. So then i came home around 6 and chilled with cassie and carrie that night...i think..i dont really remember lol

    Sunday i did homework and not alot more.

    Moday was awesome!!!!

    I came home and had no homework. So then ryan K calles me and wants to hang out. And suprizingly my mom drove me up there. So we hung out and watched brother bear that movie is SOO CUTE!!  He is soo amazing!!!! enough said

    Tuesday not alot happened. Classes were borring as usuall

    Band was cool. Talk the whole time..oops

    Studyhall was cool i got to talk and do homework evedently

    Health was lame. Mr kaddatz is borring

    the rest of the day was kinda borring

     

    Today went like this

    Went to school

    band was ok not alot happened happened. I dropped my check and someone returned it. I was f*in lucky. so we evedently played the whole time. WE got a kick ass new marimba. It sounds beautiful. for all of you guys that dont know what a marimba is its a big xylophone and its marron. These things cost about 5 grand. its awesome as hell!!!

    Drivers ed i went to studyhall again and got to see this hot ass kid. named matt lol. Basicly eye candy lol so me and ana talked the whole time.

    Health was cool. Talked to the 2 coolest kids in that class reid ( aka disco ball) and allison. And yea i guess we all talk to much. but what can i say it is all health related stuff!!

    spanish was not bad. we were talking about what we think about stuff. Like what do you think about phys ed. And one girl was like la clase de gym is muy stupido especialmente con sra. zollie. Gym class is stupid especially with mrs zollie lol you had to be there

    Math was cool. we got to talk the whole time.

    Lunch was cool we had some interesting dissucions. A girl at my table totally snapped on the mexicans behind us lol

    bio and english were ok..kinda borring.

     

    So anyways. I hate people who try to get people to hate eachother. Im not gonna go into deatails so unless you know the you will understand. And if you dont..then ask me. So there is this guy..and we*re togethe or whatever. Then i start hearing shit from maria that someone told her that he was just using me. Um ok how is that possible when we havn*t done anything? So yea i talked to him and everyone else said its a bunch of bullshit. And i beleive this because i heard it from a number of relieabe resorces. But im not gonna make maria tell me who she heard it from becase i want as little drama as possible. None of that you told her shit. SO the 3 of us are just gonna let it go. So yea who ever the hell it is im not gonna stoop to their level and start inmature nonsence. Its not worth it. So get a life and stop trying to reck mine because its makin me stronger so just stop because you*re just making yourself look like an ass.

    • I*M GOING TO SEE 3 DAYS GRACE, LETTER KILLS AND HOOBASTANK TOMARROW!!!! WITH BRITTNEY AND CARRIE!!!!!!

     

    He is absoloutly wonderfull



    Current Mood: want to see him
    Current Music: taking back sunday " bonus mosh prt. II
    Sunday, November 14th, 2004
    1:21 am
    take my hand and never let me go

    I found this other awesome quiz on brittneys live journal and wanted it!! LOVE YA HUN!! Got to tired to finish it so its not done

    1) Your gender: female
    (5) Your birth day: 12/20/88
    (6) Age you act: it depends..i can be mature when needed, but crazy other times
    (7) Age you wish you were: 16 MY LICENS!!
    (8) Your height: 5'3 1/2
    (9) The color of your eyes: brown
    (10) Happy with it?: Idk i wonder what it would be like if they were blue
    (11) The color of your hair: Light brown with blonde highlights
    (12) Happy with it?: yea i like it
    (13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
    (14) Your living arrangement?: sister and mom
    (29) What's your job: I work in arlington heights for this lady helping her move
    (30) Piercings?: ears

    (31) Tattoos?: nope
    (32) Obsessions?: music, the beach, stars, and BOYS!!!

    (35) Do you speak another language?:this is my 2nd year of spanish

    (36) Have a favorite quote?: "The greatest gift you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return". " i love you is 8 letters and so is bullshit


    DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
    (38) Do you live in the moment?: O YEA!!
    (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yea im pretty tolerant
    (40) Do you have any secrets?: of course secrets are fun!!
    (41) Do you hate yourself?: I like myself!! I*m happy with my looks, grades life is at a high
    (42) Do you like your handwriting?: Its cool. I write in cursive so its old fashioned
    (43) Do you have any bad habits?: not really

    (44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: I*m sweet,and fun to be around because im so gullable

    (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:  Taking the back roads ( an easier way through life)

    (46) What's your biggest fear?: having my mom or dad die or bring kidnapped, or dying a slow painfull death

    (47) Can you sing: kinda

    (48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No way

    (49) Are you a loner?: naw

    (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course
    (52) Are you a daredevil?: depends

    (53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my shyness

    (54) Are you passive or aggressive?: no? i can be aggressive esp. in track!!

    (55) Have you got a ?: Yea lots
    (56) What is your greatest strength and weakness: strength....proboblay the fact that i can understand people. weekness. by gullabillity
    (57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: thinner

    (58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you chose?: love
    (59) How do you vent?: huh?>
    (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? not at all

    (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: defenitely
    (62) Do you think life has been good so far?: YES

    (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: GUYS LIE ALOT!!!!
    (64) What do you like the most about your body?: face
    (65) And least?: idk
    (66) Do you think you are good looking?: I'm alright, not a knock out..

    (67) Are you confident?: verry

    (68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Idk

    (69) Do people know how you feel?: yea i wear my emotions on my sleeve

    (70) Are you perceived wrongly?: no

    DO YOU...
    (71) Smoke?: Ew
    (72) Do drugs?: EWWWWW to the 2nd power!!
    (73) Read the newspaper?: comics
    (74) Pray?: yes
    (75) Go to church? try too
    (76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: if they are friends of friends
    (77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: naw

    (78) Take walks in the rain?: nope i dont want to get sick

    (79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: i dont hate people but people i dont like i dont talk to

    (80) Drive?: a month baby!!
    (81) Like to drive fast?: YES

    HAVE YOU EVER...
    (82) Liked your voice?: yea
    (83) Hurt yourself? no
    (84) Been out of the country?: yeah
    (85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah
    (86) Burped?: of course
    (88) Been in love?: I want to be
    (89) Done drugs?: no
    (92) Had a surgery?: no
    (93) Ran away from home?: "nope

    (94) Played strip poker?: no
    (95) Gotten beaten up?: no way
    (97) Been picked on?: Yea by ady in 6th grade

    (98) Been on stage?: naw
    (99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no way man
    (100) Slept outdoors?: yeah, tent
    (101) Thought about suicide?: no way just think about if anyone would miss me if i was gone

    (102) Pulled an all-nighter?:no way
    (103) If yes, what is your record?: none
    (104) Gone one day without food?: HELL NO

    (105) Talked on the phone all night?: til 5

    (106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?:yeah
    (107) Slept all day?: till 2
    (108) Killed someone?:no
    (109) Made out with a stranger?: no WAY
    (110) Had sex with a stranger?: no way!!
    (111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeah everyday
    (114) Been betrayed?: yeah
    (115) Had a dream that came true?: yeah a lot of them do if you beleive

    (116) Broken the law?: why not?

    (117) Met a famous person?: Yeah matchbook romance, piere and jeff from simple plan and rufio

    (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: bugs
    (147) Been on radio/TV.?: on the news
    (148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yea and i have crowd surfed FUN SHIT!!
    (149) Had a nervous breakdown? yeah
    (150) Considered religious vocation?: what?
    (151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no im a virgin and PROUD!!
    (152) Bungee jumped?:no i want to

    (153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes!! deja vu

    CLOTHES and other fashion
    (154) Shoe brand?: none
    (155) Brand of clothing?: hollister
    (156) Cologne/perfume?: victorias secret love spell
    (157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: pants and a shirt duh

    (159) Wear hats?: naw
    (160) Judge other people by their clothing?: naw

    (161) Wear make-up?: yea but not alot

    (162) Favorite place to shop?: anywhere
    (163) Favorite article of clothing? hoodie
    (164) Are you trendy?: sure
    (165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? NO WAY

    BELIEFS
    (166) Believe in life on other planets?: YEA

    (167) Miracles?: YES!!
    (168) Astrology?: Yea
    (169) Magic?: naw
    (170) God? : YEAH
    (171) Satan?: no
    (172) Santa?: no
    (173) Ghosts?: spirits but not that exercist shit
    (174) Luck?: if you beleive in it, it happens

    (175) Love at first sight?: idk never been inlove
    (176) Yin and Yang?: what?
    (177) Witches?:no thats bogus
    (178) Easter bunny?: no
    (179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah, I've seen it happen my parents have been married for 21 years
    (180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: why not?

    (181) Do you wish on stars?: yeah!! shooting stars too

    LOVE, and all that
    (182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no I was just thinking it would be interesting
    (183) Do you remember your first love?: i dont have one yet lol
    (184) Still love him/her?: uhh no
    (185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
    (186) What do you find romantic?: the beach
    (187) Turn-on?: smile
    (188) Turn-off?: too flirtacious
    (189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: never
    (200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: depends

    (201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
    (202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: naw

    (203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: hmm idk
    (204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: sure 

    (205) What is best about the opposite sex?:personality and touch
    (206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: preverts, and when they cant take no

    (207) What's the last present someone gave you?: ??? hmmmm... birthday present
    (208) Are you in love?: nope
    (210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: depends

    WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
    (211) That haunted you?: my dog

    (212) You wanted to kill?: nobody
    (213) That you laughed at?: brandon on the phone
    (214) That laughed at you?: my mom
    (215) That turned you on?: no coment

    (216) You went shopping with?:lori
    (217) That broke your heart?: I've never had my hear broken
    (218) To disappoint you?: Brenton
    (220) To make you cry?: idk
    (221) To brighten up your day?: Junoir
    (222) That you thought about?: TIMMY I AM GONNA MISS YOU LIKE WHOA!!!!!!
    (223) You saw a movie with?: katie

    (224) You talked to on the phone?:antony
    (225) You talked to through IM?: alex
    (226) You saw?: my mom
    (227) You lost?: breanna
    (229) You thought was completely insane?: maria
    (230) You wanted to be?: alot of celebraties.
    (231) You told off?: . laura
    (232) You trusted?: TIM!!
    (233) You turned down?: mikey this kid in my english class

    WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
    (234) Smiled?: today
    (235) Laughed?: today when cassie did something
    (236) Cried?: few weeks ago when i got in a fight with my dad
    (237) Bought something today i brought lunch
    (238) Danced?: a few days ago in my room
    (239) Were sarcastic: today
    (240) hugged someone?: today
    (241) Talked to an ex?: LONG TIME!!
    (242) Watched your fave movie?: a few months
    (243) Had a nightmare?: a month ago
    (245) Talked on the phone?: brandon
    (246) Listened to the radio?: EVERY DAY
    (247) Watched TV?: dont watch alot of that
    (248) Went out?: tonight with cassie and jodi

    (250) Were mean?: today to erin im sorry
    (251) Sang?: yesterday
    (252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a few months
    (253) Said "I love you"?: idk

    (254) Missed someone?: ALL THE TIME TIM ESPECIALLY!!!!!!!!! and my cousin and grandparents

    (255) Fought with a family member?: today

    (256) Fought with a friend? laura

    (259) Had sex?:VIRGIN!!!

     

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    Friday, November 12th, 2004
    3:54 am
    Hada fuckin long ass enrty and then the computer crashed!! DAMN IT!!!

    The week went something like this

                              Wednesday 

    • Went to drumline...it was gay
    • Band was kinda cool. WE got Kick ass percussion parts.
    • Drivers ed was kinda cool Me and Ana oberved and kinda talked and txt messaged the whole time lol. Wow the kid was a kina funky driver so we got butterflys in our stomachs.
    • Health was gay as hell. We watched some movie about sex and the birth process. Really borring so i txt the whole time.
    • Spanish was funny. We were playing tic tac toe like 2 teams on the over head. you go down the rows and have to answer a question in spanish and for every square it takes 2 right answers to get that question right so its pretty cool. So this one kid on my team picks a picture of a girl taking care of a cat. And answered it and says comer el gato ( which means to eat the cat) it was funny and then this chinesse kid was like " that can be right mrs peterson we do in my country!! It was funny you had to be there
    • Geometry we did proofs. And since mr. Johnson was picking on me i had to write the proof on the board. It was kinda cool
    • Lunch was cool. advisory was gay
    • Bio was funny as hell. Mr.Calahan was talking to the guys about how much they bench. And this totally anoying kid umm...david....was like i bench. And the other guys were like how much..and david was like..what you all dont beleive me i TOTALY bench. And then Reid was like david can you bench the bar? WOW it was sooo funny his ass got PUNK*D!!
    • then I went home and decided to chill with maria. And Ryan called me to see where i was at and he was in lorialie ( and so was i becasue marias house is there) . So we met up at justins house and aaron,kathy,tyler,alex, dana, and like 5 other people were there it was cool. So then ryan left and it was me maria, justin, alex, and tyler. And let me tell you i am the most gullable person ever! So we are walking and tylers house is right next to an abandon lot. So they get me to beleive that his house got torwn down and he is living with his neighboor. OMG i am dumb!! lol but then around..10:45 we went back to justins house and chilled till about 12

                                 ~*YESTERDAY*~

    • Woke up at like....10
    • chilled around the house all day till about 4
    • then my mom went and got her oil changed
    • I was gonna chill with *rocket man* but that fell through.
    • So then i decided to go tanning. and that was cool
    • Ryan called me and when i would take my phone into the actual bed it would disconnect becasue i didnt get reception and it took me like 3 times to figure that out. So then ryan picked me up at hair crafters and we went back to his place and chilled.
    • got there at like 6:45. And i walk in the kitchen AND SEE ADAM!! it was like WHOA because i hadnt seen that kid in FOREVER!!!!! so yea its a small world!! but it was cool. So then we went down stairs and watched coyote ugly. GREAT movie.
    • Then my mom picked me up at like 9:30
    • went to gt wendys.
    • Came home
    • went to bed
    • THAT WAS MY WEEK

    Today i went to school and now im with CASSIE!!!!

    im bouncin off the walls again. WHOAO

    im looking like a fool again WHOAO

    im bouncing off the walls again

    ONE MORE SONG FOR THE RAIDO STATION!!!!!



    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: My chemical romance " im not ok"
    Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
    6:55 pm
    I*m a Scientist!!!!!!

    People of America I Claire have made a discovery. GUYS PMS!! here is my proof

    So last night i was chillen on my computer and my phone rang. Erin asked me if I wanted her to get it. And she yells " Claire do you want me to get it?" and im like YEA ERIN. And then my dad is like NO erin dont get it you*re not her bitch. And then the phone is ringing and erin is like right next to it..and then dosent pick it up. How lame is that since i was like all the way downstairs and the phone is all the way upstairs. So yea its lame. Then my dad was like Claire why do you boss your sister around she isnt your slave. And you show no respect for anyone is this faimly. And blah blah blah. So yea im not gonna get into details but WWW III broke out. And so my dad took the mouse and my phone which sucks major. O well. So then I ended up misssing like 5 calls NOT COOL because i was gonna make plans for the weekend. AHH

    Thats all for now

    Guys PMS

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